Gentle eating support app for low appetite / disordered eating

Not sure how to explain this, but I think I’m struggling with eating even though I don’t want to label it as anorexia. I get hungry (sometimes very hungry), but actually getting food down is really difficult. I never feel properly full anymore, and having to force myself to eat feels exhausting. I can go all day without food and not even notice sometimes. I still enjoy things like shawarma and junk food, but even those I struggle to finish. Took appetite tonic hoping it would help but it just made me sleepy and even more hungry without actually helping me eat more. Anyone else go through something similar?