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Its impossible for me to say ANYTHING and feel like there isnt a million people who see it as not good enough. But God, I'm tired of not expressing myself. Deeply truly fuck every last person to their rotten cores who make you feel like you can't speak and be yourself. Projecting these now new thoughts to a world I only ever envisioned just working with to build THE FUTURE. As a young kid. Instead there was trials and tribulations and manipulations, and theft, and outcasting, lack of support.. I guess I spent a decade+ wishing that went differently, and I have CERTAINLY grown varying levels of unwanted, unwished resentment for all of those people, that has built up from just holding back my true feelings. I can't lie to myself. In the perspective of the current state of tech: Humanity is depressed and bogged down, and goddamn, we are seriously lacking in the fun department. So much startup/VC/AI/SaaS stuff I see is just trying way too hard, or out of sheer boredom, almost mockeries, and being their own worst enemy so much that its IMPOSSIBLE to not be slightly somewhat influenced by it. I see the current paradigm is almost like this herd bully mindset. I will speak up and I dont give a fuck if none of these people ever give me their money, I'd rather have my voice. Be unique. Fund shit that changes the world. Fuck anyone not taking anything serious, fuck the AI Slop, fuck the Enshittification of all that is good. Keep your head on straight and serve Humanity. Find shit that fucking helps the goddamn planet and not just some SF circle jerk shitshow. I am sure just like any online interactions, im sure in real life its great, and id even love to visit, but the internet perspective of what is going on down there is AMERICA'S MOST TALENT PROGRAMMERS INTEGREATED WITH INSANELY ACCESIBLE FUNDING, are so damn focused on like social media, or ads, or some SaaS, or like something for office admin people, right?! If you're doing an app or service, push the mediums with AR and VR, be original. Where is the energy projects, sustainability, world changing stuff, that serves humanity. In the journey of Virtuoso, I have seen billions squandered. I had someone steal Virtuoso and raise $90M and they crashed and burned. HOW?! Y'ALL HAVE BEEN GETTING SCAMMED! If you gave me $90M and I didn't become a billionaire, you could take me out back and shoot me. What the fuck did I deserve to even witness the absurdity of a someone stealing my shit, raising $90M, blowing it all, and life just moves on and im just here still toiling away. And there has been many occurrences. I generally have moved on from "being a victim" of this, but goddamn its a still a race, I have a 12 year head start, and the tech companies took $80 billion to catch up. I'm dying here y'all. I don't have an MIT or Harvard degree, and I will say fuck if it makes sense to say fuck at that moment. I am a goddamn human who wants humanity to win. At this point it feels like a fever dream lie I tell myself and the world's hates itself and is slowly killing itself. If there is something I need, its something that rejuvenates me back to my youthful visionary feelings. I STILL follow the principles, but holy shit I do not feel it. This is all happening way too goddamn slow. If Meta laps me, this shit is fucked lol. And everyone deserves it. Including me.