Real-time sign language → natural-voice communication app

I hadn't thought about this until she disappeared i want to talk to someone with words, with a voice coming out from my mouth I'm tired of signs and moving my hands and fingers i want to express my feelings and my miserable life to talk about it I'm tired of everything I've been alone my whole life and now I'm starting to hate it intensely I didn’t choose that , and why me while the world is full of bad people more than me