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since the cat is out of the bag, yes- there was a point in my life where i did porn. it’s not something i’m proud of, and it was never something i genuinely wanted to do. i was in a mentally, emotionally, and physically abusive relationship for seven years. he isolated me from friends, wouldn’t let me work, and took advantage of me when i was already at my lowest- i was barely 70 pounds after being bedridden for months when we met. like most narcissists, he started with love bombing, making me feel seen and valued, and then used that vulnerability to coerce me into things i did not want to do- all for his approval, his validation, his “love.” i was young, i was weak, and i was trapped. it took years to get out, but i did. i rebuilt myself. i am healthier, stronger, and nothing like the girl he controlled. this is a huge part of why i am so firm in my boundaries around nsfw, parasocial behavior, and gfe. i don’t engage in that, and i never want to be put in that kind of dynamic ever again. i deleted all accounts and removed everything i could when i got out of the situation. everything being posted now and recirculated is reuploads from other people who saw it online at that time. you can argue it's not "doxing" perse, but it sure as fuck isn't something a "christian" should be doing to me. what akemi and her friends are doing now- watching those videos together in voice chat, circulating them privately, and trying to post them on my twitter- is beyond unacceptable. it’s disgusting. she knows my history. she knows the abuse behind it. all of this was shared with her when things first came out. and yet she chooses to use the worst, most traumatic part of my life as a weapon, for no reason other than spite. you can think whatever you want about my past- it was survival, not a choice. i’m not ashamed of the woman i am now. but akemi deliberately spreading those videos, mocking them, and encouraging others to do the same is proof of the kind of person she is. it’s hateful, pathetic, and deeply cruel. i’ve moved on. i’ve been trying to stay away from her and her drama. but attempting to use my trauma against me crosses a line no decent human being would ever approach. this was not the gotcha you were hoping it would be. this looks worse on you akemi than it ever will on me.